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xxxbrokensidexxx
ubw newbie
Joined: Aug 10, 2005
Posts: 3
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| Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2005 9:09 pm |
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Sadness Overwhelms Fear
Everything is spinning
Around and around
Nothing seems right
Everything just seems to go down
Everything hurts
Everything is pain
Depression to me
Is me sadly going insane
Happiness is a word
That’s glad and never sad
To me I don’t know what happiness is
To me all I know it’s good and never bad
I never knew anything happy
As a rainbow is pretty and bright
But as in my world it’s dark
Harsh and hatred is an awful sight
Everyone is dieing God
It’s a horrible sight
How am I supposed to react
Act happy and Bright
No! Act depressed and sad
With tears always falling from my eyes
And apart of my heart
Will fade away and die
I’m all torn apart
Nothing can heal me
I’m dieing a slow death
God Damn it can’t you see
Everything people do
Hurts me more and more
I’m constantly hurting
Constantly sore
Why god do you do this
Put this through me
Why can’t you just leave
Just leave me be
Everyone thinks
I’m Fine and okay
“Oh you are so great and you look fine”
Seems like that’s all they have to say
Why the hell can’t you see
Can’t you see that I’m hurting badly
I’m dieing inside, in a river of pain
I’m dieing so slowly
The world is all around me
Yet I cannot see
Because people hurt people more and more
And that hurts me
People drink and drive
When they know it isn’t safe or right
Yet they still do it and hurt people
All the time, day and night
People kill each other
With guns, weapons, and knifes
But they all think its cool
And they all think we have extra life’s
When you die its all over
That’s what everyone tells me
But for me it’s a good thing
Because then I won’t have to see
See the hatred
The loneliness the pain
Or I wouldn’t have to see myself
Sadly going insane
Or the people
Who kill each other
Just because they think its fun
But its not fun because you just don’t kill one person
You kills one million others lifes and there done
Ropes, Wrist, Knifes, and Pills
Guns, Cars, Suicide, and Drinking
Every freaking minute
Our lifes are sinking
Sinking deep in the shadows
Of the horror of hell
Traped like animals
In the “never get out” cell
Life is warped and twisted
Well at least mine has been always
My heart has been broken into two
For years, months, and long days
Now it’s my time
Who hurt others, who hurt me
I will die now
And forever you will see
What I felt you will feel
And you will cry as I cried
You will be depressed and sad
And all you can do is sigh as I sighed
My death will be slow
Harsh and painful
This way I can let my pain out
Piece by piece, so careful
I breathe my last breath
As I cry, so happy
I finally let it all out
But somehow I still feel crappy
I scream and I shout
Because I knew I let it all out
But some how I didn’t
Its somehow not all out
I cut myself more
Trying to relief my pain
It doesn’t work
Im going to go insane
I drift into sleep
Well death that is
And care about nothing
My future even if I have kids
Husbands or boyfriends
Love or more sadness
This world that’s gone crazy
Or is everyone in this madness
I lay on the floor
My own blood is all around me
I feel no more pain
As I lay still as can be
My hearts no longer hurting
Its finally free
No I can say
People Finally let me be
I raise up to where ever
Where ever I might go
So good bye my friends
And so on and so
I’m glad to die now
With no hatred and fear
I love you all
Good bye my dears |
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RiCterMan
ubw luminary
Joined: Jun 10, 2005
Location: Madison, OH
Posts: 742
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| Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2005 3:30 am |
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Wow... Very Powerful. The length didn't even matter to me, because it was filled with emotion, and very interesting. Great job, my friend! I hope you post more, and more, and- you get the point.  Later! |
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deltarain
ubw rookie
Joined: Aug 18, 2005
Location: In my room, listening to loud music, playing guitar.
Posts: 132
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| Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2005 12:18 pm |
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Very emotional, but my response was- **whimper** this is depressing  |
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