mischko
ubw rookie
Joined: Jun 09, 2004
Location: Germany, Europe
Posts: 62
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| Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2004 7:20 pm |
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well, i don't know how to make music, but i wrote this text back in 1999 when my best friend died in a car accident, to ease my pain and to give something to remember him!!!
maybe one of you people find it worth to use it as a lyric for a song, just maybe, so i will put it here!
A Saturday Night!
Neon lights flicker as I enter the room,
draw grotesque pictures on faces and walls,
pictures of memories and thoughts of what once was,
like forbodings of what has happened.
Red smiling faces like daemons from my past,
green mugs laughing at me with malicious joy,
yellow faces of jealousy talk for hours to me,
white strobing flashes of pain in my brain.
The shadows in their grotesque dances,
spinning around me like spider webs,
catching my thoughts and feelings,
taking her away from me even more.
Sweet drinks and sweet talks razor sharp,
sharp as words can only be cut my skin,
seeing false joy and sympathy for horny bodies,
sweating forgetting the inner beauty.
Eyes following long legs and pretty faces,
faces painted in false colors hiding lack of understanding,
sweet words said with falseness to get one night,
emptiness is filling the crowded room quickly.
Hours and hours pass by like coagulating blood,
a hand touches my shoulder and I turn around,
a shaven head with dark eyes takes my head,
I see understanding in an embrace without words.
Sounds crack my head open with every beat,
endless fragments of words, music and sound,
form a impervious transparent wall around me,
create my own lonesome room in a crowded mass.
Another face, another body and another touch,
red lips open to say meaningless words in tight black,
words as empty as my soul in a black night,
I watch the tight black words coming out of red lips.
The shadows dance their dance macabre of my soul,
the pain grows and grows like cancer in my body,
my body falling into pieces while I watch from aside,
they see the pieces which once was me but don't understand.
Looking around like stillborn in a busy world,
I open my mouth to scream my voiceless pain out,
far away it seem i see a once wellknown face smiling,
maybe a disorted picture in a broken mirror.
I squander myself in memories and thoughts,
like some helpless fly in a spider's web kicking about,
the death-struggle of dying joy in a lively place,
neon lights tinge a mortal dread into colorfull scenes.
I hear a short story on the radio while I drive into the night,
a story of a forbidden black and white love,
I pass the elucidated windows with empty eyes,
and I find myself again back in a cold place.
Rain starts to fall like the day I once arrived far away,
a sudden ligth lights the last smoke for the night,
as I pass my friends grave like a running shadow,
the Raven with a feeble voice calls my name form nearby.
I carve my name into the melting ground,
the melting warm old mother Gaia taking me back,
back from where I once came to this earth,
I am not going home but I am going back to sleep again. |
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mischko
ubw rookie
Joined: Jun 09, 2004
Location: Germany, Europe
Posts: 62
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| Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2004 10:33 pm |
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In the dead of a night,
feel my dreams,
don't slip away,
take a little caution
and take your time.
Don't let darkness rise,
the emptiness of my eyes
when you look away,
your burning eyes
that kept me alive.
At the end of time,
I will be waiting for you,
listening into the night,
for my deliverance,
for my endless desire.
My suffering is here,
filled with hollow souls,
in an empty world,
I pray to you,
I am suffering blind.
Fright in these veins,
faces of a million hells,
I am reaching out for you,
you are like me,
I am just human. |
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