Thanks Father

ubw newbie Joined: Nov 10, 2005 Posts: 30

(Hi my name is Jason)
His name was Jason
He lived a floor under
where you could hear the screams
more more
I was to young to know
what was going on
I thought I seen it all
I thought I heard it all
Untill that day
my father came home

(on december 18th 1994)
I said no more
I said no more
(thanks for the cries father)

Here I stand
Looking at your lifeless face
Everyone else is crying at your grave
(father)dont know what to say
to cry
to spit right on your face
dont know what to say
(thanks father)

Everynight
you trained me not to shed a tear
or you would beat me
untill I had no fear
when I dream about my childhood years
Instantly I see all my laughs
as they fade out
i see myself in a corner
with a faceful of tears

(untill 13 years)
old nights tears
turned into the coming nights fears
(every night)
past six
my body
my mind
was tightly gripped by yours

Here I stand
Looking at your lifeless face
Everyone else is crying at your grave
(father)dont know what to say
to cry
to spit right on your face
dont know what to say
(thanks father)

The therapy
the pharmacy
cant fix my need
to look at the family
the friends
to disgrace your name your face
right in front of all of them
to tell them I thought i was the disgrace

Here I stand
Looking at your lifeless face
Everyone else is crying at your grave
(father)dont know what to say
to cry
to spit right on your face
dont know what to say
(thanks father)

Posted: Fri Dec 16, 2005 5:08 am

That tugs at me a little. If you wrote this based on your own personal experiences, I kinda' know what you're talkin' about. Someone who is a very close relative to me used to do horrible shit. -Nothin' physical, but instead emotional shit, and if you read a lot of my lyrics on here, it's the reason many of them have to do with some bad feeling, etc., I've experienced. It's hard to know what I'll feel at this person's funeral when they pass, but I'm almost 100% sure I won't feel sadness over them being gone. I'm not sure you could've written this much better than you have. Great job. Later!

ubw newbie Joined: Nov 10, 2005 Posts: 30

That review means alot to me because of one thing. Your the base when I write, play guitar, and sing in the band I am thinking of guys/girls like us that generation and that group that is f uped like me. I dont think of anything else but that. Your review and liking made me think I think we can do this.

Posted: Sat Dec 17, 2005 11:23 pm

Thanks. Anything's possible. Just keep goin' at it, and don't have doubts. Later!

Thanks Father

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