RiCterMan
ubw luminary
Joined: Jun 10, 2005
Location: Madison, OH
Posts: 742
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| Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 12:25 am |
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I wrote this on the 28th of the current month. I felt like writing a song about an obsession I used to have. Up until around 4 months ago, I used to be on a "mission" to find a "best friend," and I got to be pretty messed up with that shit. I became clingy, stated my emotions very outwardly, and basically just took it overboard. People tried to tell me that I was obsessive, and that the way I was with that stuff wasn't normal. I still don't have a best friend, but now I can see that what I was doing was strange, and I know that when you try to seek out friends the way that I did, you won't find any that stick around.
"Sponger"
Will you be my friend?
I will be your fool.
With acceptance,
you'll find I'm clingy.
If you grasp my hand,
I won't let yours go.
I'll stay on your side.
Will you be my host?
(Chorus):
This is my, quest...
This is my, obsession...
This is my, disgruntled search.
I can't ignore
my sitting void.
Will you close the gap?
I will be the mule.
With your entrance,
you'll feel me feeding.
If I plant you within,
though I will not know,
I'll bleed your veins dry.
Can you be my host?
(Chorus)
(Short Interlude)
(Bridge):
Now I know
I became a parasite.
I searched for someone,
and latched on.
I never meant to latch on,
and expand the void.
(Revised Chorus):
My unknown, quest...
became an, obsession...
-My sad, disgruntled search.
I couldn't ignore
my sitting void.
(Outro):
I never meant to, latch on.
I never meant to- never meant to latch on.
I never meant to, latch on and expand upon
my sitting void... -My sitting void.
I'm not a parasite, anymore,
but it's true; I used to be one.
EnD
I know this song seems strange. That's exactly it though. That's what I was, and yes, at times I was probably very much like a stalker. I'm back to normal now, and I've realized that the way for me to make friends, from now on, is to just let them occur, instead of trying to turn aquaintances into immediate, life-long friends. It just doesn't work that way. Thanks for reading, and I hope you liked it a little. Later! |
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dagon
ubw rookie
Joined: Feb 12, 2005
Location: glenrothes, UK.
Posts: 199
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| Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2005 1:08 pm |
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A very emotional, personal open nerve of a song. Would be great to hear it set to music.
Just remember one thing,
youve got plenty of friends in here.
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Thank you. Later!
