since the train

yer eyes took my heart when i was struggling to stand
a moment of love washed the blood from my hands
you gave me something to look forward everyday of my life
but as the years went on the tighter i held the knife
i should have jumped the fence broken the rope
give it all up for one more glance of yer eyes
i wouldve killed for you everyone in my sight
until its just you and me, but i seemed i lost the fight

i lost all hope for this,
ending the day with a bloody mist
another kid bites the dust
cuz he cant find someone to trust

in the last year of school i just gave it all up
but i never stopped loving you i just fucked myself up
thought i could love another cuz i never had the chance
to put yer lips next to mine and maybe dance a small dance
i couldnt take shit no longer i fucking hated my self
i tried my hardest to find you right by my side
i really never thought what i know today
how much i really love you and i want you to stay

but the nights without you it stays so cold
come warm me up and never let go
i wish i knew what you felt long ago
all of the pain and the shit you were through
i would have taken you the moment you cried
and fill up yer smile and hoped the other died.
now ive got what i wanted ive never been the same
ive got better look on life since the day we rode the train