sick as monday - "so long"
a few years gone by
still in my dreams
too much for me
was still so long it seems
i had my dreams
you had to choose
i made it hard for me
but impossible for you

it's been so long

i couldn't stay
you couldn't leave
we made so much
of all the smallest things
that night i spent
underneath your dreams
was that night you spent
forgetting into me

why can't i just fake this
why can't this be painless
why can't i just go on

you seem ok
with something new
i've done the same
but built a wall or two
you are my light
i am yours too
but we haven't spoken