decomposing on the inside
when the outside seems so beautiful
contemplating every facet
of a debt you'll never pay in full
returned
reunited
rewarded everyone
with fragmented eyes and empty smiles

and thru this broken lens you see the world
but from a distance it all seems crystal clear
love
lost
inside white coats and starile smiles
peace
found
in lies, "i'm ok"

aloss in wonderland
my "put asides"
your "promise land"
and everyday you
fall much further
further than any arm could reach

a broken fallacy
this image that you put in me
with a porceline smile and a bandage
screaming goodbyes are always free
goodbyes are always free
goodbyes are always
easier than hellos
is easy just to let go
and what could have been just an echo
of what will never be