She’s waking up, she’s been asleep all these years
Lost in a delusion she is caught in the confusion
Now she’s confronting all of her fears
And she’s a beautiful girl but she’ll never know it
She’s a compulsive controller and it’s taking its toll on her
Though she’s trying so hard not to show it
Cos she wants it all or nothing

She said if I don’t think that I could get better
Then I don’t want to think at all

And I wonder how much more of this you can take
I wonder how much longer I can stay awake

I don’t remember going to bed last night
I’m hysterical God help you’ll need a miracle
I’m not cut out for this life
And she’s a beautiful girl but she’ll never know it

She said if I don’t think that I could be better
Then I don’t want to think at all

And I wonder how much more of this you can take
I wonder how much longer I can stay awake

I’m not moving on

She said everyday they tell me to concentrate
Everyday I have to fight it away
Well maybe I don’t really want it to go away
Because it’s all that’s left now that I recognise in me
So what if I should just die?
Rehabilitation’s killing me anyway
And I don’t want to be free
I just want you to save me

I wonder
Yeah